Okies. I know it's been seriously long since i last blog like in apr. AHH~~ I am lazy now to blog. HAHAHAHAH~~~ Abit. Haix... Anyways have been busy with recording fandubs and no time to blog. hahaha~~ Hmm anyways. Just an update on wad i am doing now. It is like~ Hmm the SAME practically? ahahaa~
Just recently i met up with my secondary and poly school mates. hahaha~ One after the other. We had fun though. Meeting up and chit chatting away. Missed them seriously. I have been a hikikomori(cast away) since i have been glued/addicted to the computer. HAHAH~~~ I still love shopping and i would go out but not every week with my frens. Sometimes i go out alone or with my family. hahaha~~ Most of the time my sister. heee~~
Recently i bought a USB condenser mic. It is like 200 plus dollars. I heart break after i bought it but it is a high quality recording device for me. No more buzzing noise at least. hahaha~~ Loves the mic. hahahaa~
Many projects recently to do. hahaha~ Dunno why. And finally. I got 100 subscribers!! So happy. I promise i would do something of a fandub to celebrate it. heee~~~

Okies ends here. XD

More fandubs update.




Duet with Rant. Great singer. SUBSCRIBE to her: http://www.youtube.com/user/RantMokuteki

Romanced @7:35 PM

I haven been blogging lately due to the projects that i have in hand to do. Hmm just normal these few weeks/months that i have not been blogging.

Hmm i have bought loads of things that i have wanted these few years.
Bought:
DS Lite
New phone
ipod touch and stuff like tat.

Hmm heee i am super happy as i have order the game Datenshi no Amai Yuuwaku x Kaikan phrase.
It is the 1st shojou DS game that i order from funz centre and it features Kaikan phrase BY MAYUU SHINJO!!!
超嬉しい～～
The game is really cool~~ HEEEE I love it. It is like shoujo game and stuff like tat so you got to choose choices to get different endings of the game. I have already cleared some and i need to clear somemore~~
Plus just last week i was searching for my kaito figurine from vocaloids and I FOUND IT in PS~~ I bought him for 20 bucks. It is the chibi version of kaito but it is really cute~~ My kaito, my sweetheart~~~
HEEE~ I love miku too~~ (I am somehow becoming more otaku-ish~)

Then the book that i ordered from japan~ Ai-ore book 4 arrived also~~ Super happy. Then last week went to liang court and bought new YAOI Book~~~ KHR doujishin~~ HEE~ Super happy to se 1827 and 6927
HAHAHH~
Hmm just nothing to blog about already. Mostly about all these things. heee~~ KAITOOO~~

Working on new fandubs recently and i got a few out already. Would be posted below.

Sorry for making your ears bleed. You can choose not to click, there are out of tune and stuff but ya~ Sorry~~ Forgive me~~~

Romanced @10:28 PM

Hmm today i am happy cos i finally can pick out clothes for my cousin to wear!!! HAHAHA~~ He is a guy and i find the clothes that my uncle buy for him are abit too old fashioned and i want him to wear clothes that suit his age or he would look really old. Hmm and another thing which makes me happy.
I uploaded 2 fandubs today and i am super duper happy as my list is clearing! hahaha~~ YAY!!
Hmm anyways~ Just want to do a small update about wad i am doing this past few weeks.

Saturday went out to buy clothes and i spend loads of money on the vest that i chose. It is a guy's cutting vest which i like alot.
Who says girls cannot wear guy's clothes? hahah~ Wadever okies~ I am girly at times but i can be very guy-ish as well. I am quite guy-ish in sense of clothes and other stuff. hahaha~~ I dun know why. I might to brought up to be like that. HAHAH~~~

end here then...

Fandubs

Romanced @11:19 PM

Hmm this is an random blog post that is like one month ago. I think past 3 weeks back, my family and i went to the Orchid Country Club and i took some photos there. The scenery and all that is really good but the facilites are really very little. There is like a jackpot room there but i did not go. Somehow i think i dun feel like going there cos my sister would be left alone outside. We only stayed for like 2 days one night so we check in on saturday, 2pm and went off at about 10 plus in the morning on sunday. It is a complimentary stay so u dun expect much from the services itself.
I felt really uncomfortable cos i slept together with my mum and in the end my dad let me sleep on his bed and he sleep on the couch. (Thanks dad. You are so sweet) but i woke up like several times in the night.I woek up at about 7 in the morning on sunday cos i could not sleep, i just read my ai-ore manga which i brought it there. Soooo nice. I really love it! The 4th book would be out soon on feb 26th. I am going to kino and order! SOOOOO HAPPY!!!!! AI-ORE ROCKS! I love you mayu shinjo!

Hmm then about tat time i went outside at the vendera and sat down. There are loads of swallow flying around, they flew really close to the vendera but i could not really capture them on the camera. They are too fast, I manage to get some of the flying swallow but all are shadows. It is really very nice and i liked them all! 

Anyways picture time














Can you spot the bird?




























Can you see the flying bird?

Romanced @10:46 PM

I know it has been like a super long time since i blog on this blog and my the other blog.
Many things have happened. And i dun know where to start to talk about it. Hmm maybe from last month.

Hmm i have asked by 2 person to do duet together and i am super happy!! Both of them are really good with their singing and i happen to fans of them. And hmm the song we choose are the songs that i love the most. One of them is Cendrillon and the other is magnet. I would post the video below and you can listen to it.
I am really happy as i have 50 subscribers and i want to thank them for subscribing to me and support me on my fandub!

Hmm after that i fell really ill, it was just last week. I dun know why but suddenly coughing. Went to see the doctor on friday night and i did not know that i have fever. I was working throughout the day but my whole body just felt sooo lazy and i could not do any work at all. Hmm now still not feeling really great but at least i am happy to get my voice back. Last week did not go for my class too. Really ill to even get up from bed.

Hmm this week i am really happy as i got my pay. Yesterday i went to rebond my hair and i cannot wash my hair til monday but i am quite happy with the results. It is quite nice but there are alot of dry parts as i bleach y hair before. Today i walked pass the hair extension shop in bugis and suddenly i decided to do hair extension. I only want to try out before deciding to put more on my hair. I am not sure whether does it last long or not. Hmm got 5 strands from the shop. It is only 5 bucks. Super cheap.
And today i got a small little cute hat (clip on type) and a pair of red geek glasses. I want my mum to help me change the lens of the glasses so that i can wear it when i wear m contacts.

Today i bought my new year clothes also. I only bought a top and a pair of skinnes. Hmmm there is not much things in the shop to choose this year because we did our shopping late this year. I think i would be wearing my cosplay clothes. I told my mum i would be the walking ang bao. HAHAHHAHA!!!

Hmm for now, i think i would upload my fandub and the songs that i mentioned earlier. The fandub that i did is a song that i loved so much that i really want to fandub it from the time i heard it a few months ago. I tot it was impossible but i did it. YAY but it is not really that good... T_____T

*For those who do not know wad is a fandub. It is just a cover version of the song sung by me. Sorry for my horrible voice.

Imitation Black Fandub


Cendrillion by Hatsune Miku and Kaito
*Both of them are computer programmed voice.


Magnet vocaloids

Romanced @9:52 PM

Hmm very long never post here already. Have been busy with all fandub and i did not have time to blog at all. T_____T
Everyday i would reach home at about 620-630 in the evening and i would start my fandub. Hmm It is tired but i just love doing it. Have been rushing certain fandubs and practising for it. The lyrics and how to sing it. Sometimes it takes time to edit the parts where i did not do it well.

Today i cleared my room for the new shelf to be in next week. and it is like moving house. I just cleared part of my room and it is like packing my things into a few boxes and i tell my mum. Never to move house again. I would need weeks to pack my things into boxes and weeks/months to unpack. hahahah~ I have too much things like my mangas, magazine, school books, notes and my other stuff. AHHH~ Sooo busy and next week is like cosplay and i am not prepared yet. T_______T
I am not sure whether i am able to wear the grell costume properly. I have not tried the full dress yet. T_____T and my wig. I need to comb it. T______________T
So many things to do and yet so little time. But i am happy cos i have half day on christmas and new year eve. And i dun have to work on the 28 too! but the new shelf would be install on the 28. I have to be at home.
I cannot wait to see it. I can hang all my clothes and put stuff in it. hahaha~ HAPPY!!!

Hmm I wanted to repaint my room and design it but in the end i have no time too. Unless i clear out every single thing in it and paint the wall.

I guess i would not blog for a few weeks. So see u until then.

Romanced @1:11 AM

I think i better blog on this blog. hahah i have been ignoring this blog for a very long time. It is not i do not have time to blog but i spend more time fandubbing then blogging. I have been working on some of the fandubs recently. I think i would post it here soon. I dun know whether it is okies also. Sorry if my voice sucks like hell. But i just like to sing the songs that i like especially the ones from vocaloids. I just tried, Kaito - Black Rock Shooter, Kagamine Ren - Aku no meshi Tsukai piano version and the normal version. The last one that i uploaded today is Kagamine Ren- SPICE.

Last Sat, i went to catch the movie New moon. But that sat was like HELL. I am like Hmm on my laptop in the morning and find that i cannot login into my windows. I PANICK! Because i like need to use the computer or i have withdrawal symptoms. ahaha~ Hmm then after tat found out that my keyboard is faulty and went to buy a external keyboard to try and it works. I ammm SOOOOOO HAPPY!
Then we went to meet meru and mum. Meru is like super pissed at me cos i forgotten to tell her the corect place and she waited for me for quite long. Hmm Meru, i love you~ hahah Dun angry.
The movie was great and during the movie i kept thinking about the paraody that i have watched on youtube and started to giggle. hhahaha~ I think i am crazy. HAHAHA it reminds me of the paraody. HAHAHAHA.

So we went home quite late as the movie was long. During the time on saturday, i have been studying for my JLPT. I did not study until the day before the test. Anyways, the paper that i did helped me in some ways in the test. I was almost late for the test and i reached 5 mins b4 the exam start. I AM SOO HENG. I find some of the question in the paper are quite difficult. But anyways just anyhow already. hahahah~ Should be can pass. I HOPE!

Hmm After the test i went to kino and buy KUROSHITSUJI! in japanese. I cannot stand waiting for the chinese version. Cannot stand le. hahaha~ So kjust bought it. I think i might translate it. ahahah~ I met mmy mum after that and went to her fren's daughter weding dinner at the pines. The food is quite alright but i am quite tired after the test. Throughout the dinner i was SMSing yuki. She knows me very well and she even have the feeling that i am watching the newmoon movie on that sat and on the right time. Telepathy!!! I want to meet you. Yuki, I miss you. Chuu!!

My fandubs: Sorry for ur ears.

Romanced @10:59 PM

FINALLY, all my packages that i ordered have arrived. I went to collect today and all things were sooo awesome. I cannot wait to hug my sebastian cushion. AHHHH~~ Hugs tightly and mine long coat, finally the correct lenght!!! heee~~ Meru stuff also arrived. Her shoes are sooo cool!! hahaha~ I might order next time. Heee~~ Happy. Today hug sebastian and sleep. My grell specs and accessories all here already!!! Happy soooo happy!!!


Anways have been ignoring this blog. haha never reallt update. Have been busy with my fandubs lately and my work. haha~ and other stuff. We might go and watch new moon sooon!!!!

Random pictures of my drawing 

Romanced @11:05 PM

I have been neglecting this blog for a very long time. Hmm hahaha~~~ Anyways, have been addicted to youtube too much which causes this to happen.
The last two weeks i have my japanese exams, they are all placed at night after my work or on sunday. Super tired after work then got to go for exams. Anyways, my composition is quite difficult, there are 2 titles to choose from but i chose the easier one. hahah~ Cannot bring dictionary into the exam room so got to base on my memory of all the words and sentence structure to help me write out the compo. I dun think i can score well at this paper. The 2nd paper was oral and i was super nervous. Dun know why and i answer the 1st question wrongly. AHHH GRRR~~ haix.
3rd paper was my grammar test, it seems quite easy but i might have made some careless mistake i think. haix. Sianz. The last paper was yesterday. I accidentally met my fren on the bus and we walked to the school together. When we took the lift up and when the lift door opened at 5th floor, i was like WAHHH! The people taking the listening test being held all the way from the office to right in front of the lift door. We manage to squeeze into the crowd and the following lift which came up, they "WAH" too. No space already and super squeezy. Finally we get to go in. The volume of the listening is not really very loud. Some complain cannot hear properly. hahah~~
Anyways i think i am gg to fail my katakana test. Sianz. Loads of words dun know how to write or rather cannot catch up with the speed of the speaker. haix. I did not study for the kanji and katakana test. T____T
Hopefully can pass.

Anyways this is my weeks of update. Tml should be going for AFA. My costume have arrived but the length of the coat is different. Sad. haix. Never mind, re-order everything and i hope everything can come before next friday. Sniff sniff. Then very fast my JLPT coming, 6 dec and i still haven study. Hopefully can pass. HAHAH~~

Romanced @6:19 PM

Hmm recently have not been blogging. hahah~ Lazy abit. I got my pay and i bought a new mp3. My old one is like going to spoil especially the ear jack. I thought of buying a ipod touch 8 gb but in the end bought the 32 gb one. I bought like wednesday when i went to buy movie tickets for the MJ This is it movie. i was really touched by the movie that we really lose a very talented artist in this world. I watched the movie on thurs night. It was really good. Then on friday, i tried to update my ipod version and it is stuck, I try to solve the problem but it just cannot be done. Saturday i called the ipod centre and they helped me solve the problem. Hmm Then after tat went to bugis. I bought like things for my undertaker clothes. I am now missing my chainsaw and my shoe for grell. AHHHH~ MY clothes for my undertaker is half done only and hmm the clothes really make me look like a priest. My aunt helped me on the machine sewing parts and i do the needle work. now i understand it is soo straining for the eyes.
I am not feeling very well this few days, i dun know why for wadever reason i fell outside the bathroom on friday. I dun know wad happen to me. Anways, have been feeling down these few days. I am not sure why like that but just dun feel like contacting anyone or attending anything. I think it must be PMS or something like that. Just cant seems to be very happy like last time.

Romanced @12:24 AM

Hmmm so long never blog le. Anyways would upload some pictures. I AM SOOO HAPPY that my wigs have arrived. SOOO HAPPY!!! OMG. heeee BUT ALL TANGLE after wearing them. Haix. Sad super sad. Got to go salon and get it done. I love the grell wig. Super nice. BLOODY red. heeee.
Hmm then after tat went to flyer on the 9th oct with YUKI!! Hmm we got to have the whole cabin to ourselves. SOOOO HAPPY!!! and we saw a celebrity. COCO LEE. haha she was in the cabin before us. Sooo cool, have drinks, food and all the different stuff. We had fun in the cabin taking photos and the scenery was the best. It is at night and the night lightings are super gorgeous. hahaha~
I just heard from michie that my clothes have arrived too. I am sooo happy!!! But she still haven take yet, i cannot wait to collect them. I am on the process of doing my undertaker clothes too. It would be nice i think. Hopefully. hahah my aunt is helping me on the process but i cannot draw the different blue print of how to make the clothes. It seems soo complicated. In the end, my aunt help me make. ahahah~~ Hopefully i have enough cloth and i need to make the undertaker hat also. I have forgotten about it. hhahaaaaa~~~

Grell's hair. I love it!!!

Romanced @10:05 PM

Today i am really touched by my frens. They surprise me under my block. They gang up with my sister. HAHAH~ I was like Really touched by them. They bought cake for me and i think they waited for me for quite long. hahah~ Thank you for today. I really love you all!!

Yesterday, pz pass me present and i want to thank, pz, jess and leslie for the present. I LOVE IT.

Lastly not forgetting, my lovely sister who went to bought my present on sat and gave it to me. I still have not opened yet. I would wait til 7th oct. heee. Tml, we are gg to suki sushi. HEEEE~~ YAY SUSHI. But i craving for durian. heeee~~~ Anyways thank everyone for everything that you gave me today!!!

Romanced @12:14 AM

 I was out on sat with meru and yuki, mid autum festival BUT it was raining. I was damm angry about it as people at the fest that i went to keep poking my head with the umbrella. I am super pissed by the rain and the people. They should not let children take umbrella cos they are not trained. They are inexperience and they might poke someone in the eye or wad. We gave up on the fest and went to clarke quay instead. haha, saw some cosplayer. I think they having gathering or wad. hahah~~ Then after tat hmm went to necterine to have cakes. heee~~ Sooo happy. haha the yuki say the waiter quite handsome. I think okies la. hahahaah~~ All waitress and one waiter. hahaha. Hmm after tat we walked to BK and had burger. We talked and talked like hours. We have really good time when we talk about just anything. HAHAHAH~~
I was uninterested in talking when i was in the train. I feel sooo tired... Dun know why, might be the rain and thes fest which causes me to be so tired. hahahahahaha~~~
Many funny things happen but i just cannot remember. HAHAHAHA~~~
Pictures of cake would be up soon. I think... WOrking on fandubs together with mechan. hahaha

Romanced @11:39 PM

I haven blog since quite long as i was busy with my practicum task. I was like super busy and stuff but hopefully i think i have more free time now to do fandubs and all. I have loads of things on my mind also. hahaha~
Okies would post some pictures of my stuff later. hahaha~~

LAST WEEK
Last week was a busy week. but i went to chinatown together with my sister to buy some of my stuff for the cosplay. She bought her sword from there. I AM MISSING A BELT. I CANNOT FIND at DAISO. Just tat belt and my shoe is done. Now i got to wait for my ring, contact lense, clothes and wig to come.
Starting from this friday, i would start doing my clothes for the undertaker at my aunt's house. Big project. hahaha~~

TODAY
Hmm Anyways, today was a really long day. Yesterday, i took my temperature and it was 39 degrees. I was like WAD? Then i took medicine and sleep. Today i woke up at 8. My whole body is aching everywhere. I did not go to work and the worst thing is the doctor my house is closed and i got to go to boon keng and see another doctor.
Reach home at about 9 plus, ate medicine and went to bed at 10. Slept til 4 plus and then i woke up. Felt soo refreshed. hahaha~ Then my neighour got some thing at her door (wun say about it). Then she called the police and stuff. When the police was there at about 6 plus. I felt the whole house shaking. EARTHQUAKE!!! Then ran down and ran back up til we cannot feel anything. I bathe and change to get to my japanese class. Took a cab down from hougang as i was late already. 16 bucks. !@&$*#($
Okies like super expensive, never eat anything before gg to class and i felt sooo HUNGRY in class.
Came back and made porridge. hahaha~~

Will post some pictures of my sister props and my props


















My chain for undertaker

Picture 2 of chain. Not really same at the original one. Some how similar. Very difficult to get original. haix.

Romanced @12:39 AM

Very long never blog. FINALLY PRACTICUM OVER!!!!! Got work to do though, sianz. SIANZ SIANZ!!!!!!!

Sunday

Today there is japanese classes on going even though is a holiday. I was late for about 3 minutes. It was like OMG, and sooo awkard when everyone looked at me. Hmm it is the 1st time i sat infront as the teachers's wording are sooo small, i cannot see from the back. I decided to sit infront from now on. hahaha~
The lesson was good and super duper funny, the teacher made the whole class laughed as he describe his experience in Japan about shopping during the 1st few day of the year. hahaha~
I was abit hungry when i was in class, kept drinking water. hahaha~~
After class, i met yuki, super long never meet her (not really, it is like only 1 week). I met her in illuma, we walked around and we went to catch the movie, "The ugly truth". We bought our dinner before going into the cinema. We bought sushi from cold storage and chicken cutlet from the store at bugis street.
We went in and i started to eat the chicken 1st, it is sooo spicy that i started to tear like hell even the show start. Super spicy. hahahah~ After my chicken, i opened my drink and i found out that i shook it and it is going to burst out if i open it. Soooo sway. hahaha~
Then i started to enjoy my sushi that i bought, slowly opening the packet soya sauce and pour into the tray, then dip and eat. The movie is good, real good. It is NC16 but Yuki thinks that it should be M18. hahaha~~ It is abit you know. That la.

After that we went to bugis street and walk walk, i bought art books it is from china and CC is selling them at 5 bucks. 5 BUCKS. SOOOO cheap. hahahah~~~
We took the last train home, i feel sooo tired. hahahhaa

Monday (holiday)

Woke up and my mum is not at home. Went out. I woke up and i dismentle my double decker bed. Meru and I do it as i dun wanna wait for my dad to wake up. I think he is tooo tired to do it. Anyways just do it and i gg out. hahaha~
I went to meet bubbles and leslie and we had like New york mew york at AMK. We catch up abit about our life. hahhaa~ hahah~ Then everytime my frens would ask this question, "Got bf or gf already?"
My answer is always "No" hahahah~ CANNOT find la. It is a dream, i think. Then i recall yuki told me she dun think she would get married at about 30. I think i am like that also. I cannot picture myself getting married at 25-29. I think la. hahahahah~~ Single life is good though, i am commited to the things i do. I am quite confused though but anyways never mind. hahahhaaa

Romanced @12:07 AM

 I am paraniod that i would fail my pract. Hopefully i can pass. Please let pass. Anyways, today went out with meru's help. They are cute. heee~~~ Watch movie together. Watched the "Aliens in the attic". It is a nice show. After the show, ate Long john sliver, share with meru. I saw my long lost love. hEE~~ Yuki~~~ I tap her from behind. I am sooooo HAppy~~~ When she appeared out of no where. Everytime we would meet each other on the road. I love her. heeee~~~ We went to have parfait together, she shared mine. heee~~ Then after tat we went to walk walk and talk together. Hugged her many times before i go, i really missed her. but i just met her last last sat. I just feel, i miss her alot. Many things i want to tell her. hahaha~~~ Chuuu~ Yuki~

Romanced @1:27 AM

Saturday

Went to watch movie with meru, we watch G force. She wanted to watch. It was cute though. The main character looks like my dead guinea pig, coco. Sniff sniff. When i look at it more, it looks more like coco. Sniff sniff.
Anyways it was fun but i got to go home alone. Cos she has the volunteer's night thingy la. Then after tat came home to do laundry and surf net. HAHAH~~ And then after tat sleep. Nothing le.

Sunday

Woke up at about 12 then eat breakfast, went to pray my ah ma. Came back home pack my bag and went to class. My new jap teacher is not japanese. He is singaporean. Anyways he is funny la. heeee. But his japanese is quite good. He gave loads of homework. T_________T
After class went to bugis to buy pen and went home.
Is like tml is practicum day 2. Day 1 was horrible, i felt sooo tired. Super tired, seriously. OMG. haix.
Nvm, i can survive. Hopefully~ heeeee

Romanced @11:31 PM

Saturday went out together with yuki. SOOOO HAPPY~~~~ Back to SJC, see the school makes me feel old. Saw some of the teachers, did not talk to them. I dun really leave much impression in them. I am just a no one la. hahaha~~ Anyone also... sometimes i am the one who is always forgotten, i think.
ANyways. heeee, was not happy cos saw something disturbing. HAHAHAHAH~~~ Guess, but anyways bought shoe, soooo happy. Is about 3 inches high. I think i would die. Then stupid meru, leg pain. Got to buy new shoe. HAIX. My 10 dollars~~~~~ heeee. Hmmm then after tat went to hang out around town.
FINISHED MY MATH ASSIGNMENT. I happy but worked til about 2 in the morning. More to come. I am happy about teacher's day. IS my DAY OFF!!!!! WOOOOOOT~

Sunday

Went to my aunt's house and pray. So tired. I can open my eyes, eye lids super heavy. heee~~ Hmm then after tat went home to do my japanese homeowork then went to school.
[side track here: On the way to schoool I was DAMMM PISSED OFF by the people. Wanna hug on the travelator and then wanna walk, then walk slowly and change to fast pace. Then stop. DAMM IDIOTIC. I tsk at her and her BF. Super irriating, I am really pissed off by them then after that still never mind. On the escalator still wanna hug. WL. ]

Soooo tired, super tired. Rest for a while during break time. feel more refresh but there is bad news. My sensei is leaving singapore. She broke the news when we are about to go. She could not control her emotions, she started crying. She is sick and she needs to go back for an operation. I still can remember what she say. She is happy to see our happy faces and she loves teaching us. Then she started crying and apologizing for her bad english. I think her english is quite good. I was really touched by her and i am actucally quite sad that she is leaving. She is a really good teacher that would really go the extra mile to create her self made notes for us. I was touched by what she say as i as a teacher. I would love to see all the children's smiling face. It makes me wanna cry when she said that. I understand how she feels. I thanked her before i leave the class. I am really sad...

Good luck, sensei! がんばって先生、あなたの教えは一生忘れないで...

Romanced @12:46 AM

Okies decided that i would do my assignment today but but but. I never. haix. Dammit man!!!
I am suppose to do a movie maker thingy, it is hard... Seriously, i am tired man it is the last rush for my diploma and now i am worried about the practicum. Anyways i am happy, cos i meeting yuki this weekend. SUPER EXCITED!!!!!! I LOVE HER!!! She knows that, darling i am coming for you~~ heeee.
Anyways got my pay and i am very happy, i bought something like the cellulite stuff today and i apply, WAH LAO is like burning. MOERU!! My thighs are burning like hell MAN!!
Hmmm tml is friday and i am SUPER DUPER HAPPY!!!!

Romanced @10:30 PM

Blogging before i go to school, sianz. I dun wanna go school today. Super sianz but i got to hand in my assignments for today. WTH. Anyways would go. So sianz. Today is a sianz day. Hopefully tml would be a better day. I am so  cramp up with anime that i dun wanna do my work. HAHAHAH~~~
I miss honey-chan. sniff sniff.
Strucked by sadness.. sianz.

Romanced @2:00 PM

I slept about 3 am last night. Was doing something, modifying my hat. haha~ It is quite nice i think. I am not sure. But wadever. I dun care wad other people think la. I think it is just okies. hahah~~
I got an assignment to hand up on monday but i am super lazy to do it lehz. How? Hmm I dun wanna do any more assignments.
So tired of everything but monday is out last module. I am not really happy about it cos after tat is my pract 2 already. I am really scared that i would FAIL. I dun know wad to do and my japanese exams are coming soon too. OMG. haix. Tml is starting of the 1st class already for term 3 for japanese class. I think the teacher would be the same. Hopefully, i think she teaches well.

I just finished my music and movement performance. I think it should be good. I am not sure, anyways FINALLY it is over!! I am soo happy, we practice for DAYS. Seriously. I almost forgot my rhyme though but in the end somehow manage to do it. YAY~~ HURRAY!!!

Hmm today went to suntec and chinatown to buy stuff and all. Nothing happen. Just loads of people til i wanna faint together with meru. The amount of people is like CRAZY. The train was like PACKED with people and we squeeze like sardines.
Hmm went back home and slack. I did part of my assignment and would continue tml ba. Feel like sleeping already but... HMM i wanna watch show but i wanna sleep. How??

Just a sudden reflection of the day:
SMILE when you are ANGRY
SMILE when you are SAD
SMILE when you are HAPPY
Keep on SMILING...
FROWNING and COMPLAINING does not get you anywhere
why make YOURSELF so miserable to keep THINKING about the PROBLEM. 

Romanced @1:13 AM

Today i am suppose to wake up early and go to the gym but i woke up at about 11 plus. In the end we reached the gym at about 11:52 ahaha~~ Anyways did my workout together with my mum and meru. Hmm~~ Did lots of training exercise together and we went to kovan and eat. hahah~~
Went back and it is about 2 plus already. Had my hair bleached again. My mum helped mee~~ heee. So nice the colour. hahah I love it. Hmm Then took photo for the presentation dressing... hahah~ did not really do anything for my assignment. Can kill myself. O_O HAHAH~~

I had dinner with my family at my aunt's house. Then we went to hougang mall to buy stuff. I bought the inkheart book. Finally there is stock and my mum just bought for me~ So happy. Got new book to read. I found out that most of my money are spent on books (story books, manga, magazine). haix. I dun know why
Hmm i would like to earn more money then can stuff that i want. Like my wig and costume. Hmm~~

I know i stupid in the picture...

Romanced @12:21 AM

Morning went to gym and then til about 10, went to have breakfast and went home... I tot of sleeping but i got things to do.. Hmm how i wish i dun need to do. Sianz~~ ANways after tat i went out with meru and go and pray @ the temple at bugis. Went to bugis street and got hat and earrings.Took a bus to amk and walk walk. Went to tenchi and bought manga. hahah spend loads of money yesterday. O_O
Came back home and use my computer. Hmmm then webcam with mii-chan and we chatted about loads of things. hahaha~~~ Sooo fun~~~ Mii-chan also bought hat from far east together with her fren and tanner. hahah~~ Hmm I slept at 3, today wake up at 1pm but i still feel tired. I think after this i wan to go and sleep again. Super duper tired. Hmm~~ Anways
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

I wanna sleep~~ heeeee chu~ see you

Romanced @3:55 PM

Delication: Congrats to rokusan-san as she passes her japanese with flying colours

Today was a day to the trip to the musem. Hmm anyways it was okies. I did my art critic and i need to type it out asap. Hmm i just finished my assignment on children's play so one out. Then another 4 to go. OMG. When it is going to end. Anyways my last module would start on the 17 aug and it is coming. I soo happy and sad. Sad is there is still assginment to do and happy as my course is gg to end soon. HEEEEE~~~ WOOT

Hopefully we would have a PARTY after that. heee~ and then the whole night partying. Tml would be going down to gym to do workout. Hmm must slim down seriously for cosplay. for the sake of it i would do it. Cos i need to make clothes but within a few weeks it would not make any difference i think. So sianz. I would persereve. I think i wun give up this time. I think i need to be more independent  as sometimes i find excuses that no one follow me so i dun do it. I must discipline myself to do at least 2-3 a week.

Hmm anyways i hope my japanese would pass also~ I want to continue on and i dun want to stop. At least 5 years of study in that to achieve to the highest level. I would try to use them in case i have forgetten them. But i need more japanese friends. Or friends that can speak japanese.

Tml would be a music and movement day, got to wear something confortable to do some dancing. hhahah~~~ Hmm~~ Good night. I am sooo tired. Drained all my energy to do the assignment.

List of assignment
Children's play  - 11 Aug

Science 2 - 17 aug
Math 2 - 31 Aug
Art 2 - 2nd sep
Music 2 - 2nd sep

Romanced @12:24 AM

heee~~ Happy. Blogger in new draft. so nice. Anyways heee~ happy. Recorded my song. heee~ then after tat soo happy~ hmm anyways i am abit stress about everything. Is like sooo complicated and stuff about assignments. OMG. More assignments how i wish it would end but i am lazy to do. HOW? I got to work hard and do dun slack anymore. Just do it. The date is near. 11 aug is my due date for the 1st assignment. Constantly remind myself and then i would get it done. I have another one due on 17 AUG. AHHHHH~~~~~

Wadever. Sniff sniff.

Romanced @10:35 PM

Today jap test was still okies. I think i can pass. Anyways hmm friday MEETING MICHAN~~~~ SOOOO HAPPY~~~
Super happy, serious~~~
Anyways hmm today is the 331 post that i have for this blog. It has been long. The things that i and this blog went through. Soo many things... No matter happy or sad... Thinking back makes me laugh and cry too~
All the memories that we had together.
As a person i think i changed not alot. Seriously, i do not feel that i am changing. But i feels everyone else is changing, they have their lives and i have my own but we are still linked together~
After secondary school, polytechnic and so far~ I want to live my life as per normal and the other hand live my life to the fullest but i do not know how. Doing the things i like may cause people to dislike me?
I am too relfective, sometimes i wish i wasn't just as relfective as that.

私たちの距離が少しつつ離れます。何もかんじまいですか？彼女は寂しいです...私も...　
彼女の感慨ことを何も知りません。本当にもう少し諦めます。

Romanced @11:17 PM

Hmm i think blogger got something wrong leh~ Dun know why i cannot see the same thing as before. Anyways would still blog here, this makes me wanna change the address of the blog. Dun know why, anyways these fews day have not been at home. I was "camping" at my aunt's house. hahah~ Brought almost everything over like my lappy. hahah~ Slept there and bath there. Slack there.
I feel that i am sooo lazy recently not doing anything. Like seriously nothing. WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING. I also dun know. Next week is my japanese test. O_O and i am like haix still haven study.
Today in japanese class i almost fall asleep, must be i never sleep properly yesterday night and woke up damm early this morning and went for walk AGAIn at admiralty park, it is just like beside RP. hahah~


I got nothing to do. Just played with my eyelashes. hahah~

Romanced @10:00 PM

I am now at my aunt's house. Going to camp here like for 3 days 2 night and we brought like loads of things over here. I brought my own lappy and all the equipment i need for my lappy and also my mum lappy. Hahhaa. I think we are like HAHAHAH, wasting the eletricity of my aunt's house. Aiyo. haix. Anyways would not stay up late. hahah, would play my PSP later in the night. HAHAH~

Romanced @10:41 PM

Sorry for not blogging for very long. I am just too tired and engrossed in anime for a long time. hahah~ I love animes.
Hmm anyways i am here everday, same things would happen to me and around me. My life is not that exciting and it is rather boring. I wanna change it but i am too lazy to get out of this life. Anyways i just wanna say that if i can restart my life again, i wanna be rebelious. HAHAHA, I had never really been one.
I care too much about people feelings on me that why i am always concern about my image to people and of course the image at my house and home is different from what i behave infront of my fren. I think i cannot shake this off anymore. hahah~
2 face, people say but i am a confused identity.

Fianlly i finished my module yesterday with the teacher. She had been taking us for quite long. She is very good and caring too. haha~
Anyways tml would be another lectuer, he is the one which taught us language arts and UPPE. OMG. He is going to teach us math, arts and music and movement. I dun know what would happen. T_T
I dun feel like attending his class. T____T

Romanced @9:31 PM

I super blur today and i dun know why. Anyways my presentation is changed to like hmmm TML. WTH. Whatever la. Faster finish better also. I am super damm BLUR.
I dun know why but i was like playing my PSP til i miss my stop. I dun know what the hell happen to me today. Might be i slept late yesterday. I slept at 1 yesterday and woke up almost late today. I am sooo tired. Tml i still have work. I dun know what to do. SO tired. hahah~
Hmm anyways, was quite tired recently. Do i look old? haix. I think so too. Late night sleep.

F... F... F... Tired
Anyways just wanna beat people. who wanna volunteer to be my tag?

Romanced @10:16 PM

Hmm today is THE DAY. OMG. We spend super long doing the makeup. OMG~ We are suppose to meet roxanne at 12 but in the end we reached there at 1 plus. haix. We spend too much time and wasting time. Lucky in the my dad fetch us there. HAHAH~ ANyways was fun. I meet naos/michan. Super fun~ And met michie, elaine and dee. hahah~ SOO HAPPY~~~
I SAW SHIROGANE~ OMG. MY FAV. I totally like meltssss~ And loads of character that i love~ I LOVE YOU KAITO~ Chuu~
There is loads of character, like digimon. Natsukashiii desuu~~~ Chuu.

私はあなたのことを好きです、本当に好きです。
watashi wa anata no koto wo suki desu. hontou ni suki desu.

そうびに伝えたい言葉は ：大好きです、そうび。私の愛情はお前の愛情と多すぎる。

The stage performance was super good. I LOVE ARMSTRONG.
Anyways loads of fun things happen. HAHHAHAHA Wanna record my song. We reached home quite early but we went out to buy household things. So tired.

Romanced @11:27 PM

ドキドキ～
Tml or rather today is gg to be the cosfest day. I would be going down. HAHAH. Soooo excited. Today did nothing at home anyway hmm~ Just went out for a while near by and then came home already. Just tired and having headache. I see the amount of people at the shopping mall i feel giddy. Anyways, recently i dun know why. I just wanna hit people. Like maybe go boxing or anything to vent all my emotions away. It might be the stress level and other factors. I just wanna hit people in the face, anyway i would not hit you. Just saying or hmm like hitting a sand bag. Ya. Something like tat. Too stress out and wanna vent it ALL OUT.

言葉は伝えない意味は気持に伝えたい。

Romanced @1:48 AM

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I am very busy this week. haix. Loads of things happen la. My school stuff and work stuff and all the other factors that factor in to make me more stress. The more i think the more i stress. I think i just dun wanna care about anything anymore. Dun think too much, making me think makes me more angry and sad also.
Anyways, This is the last week til cosfest and we are busy doing our tutu. Or something like tat then after tat my work place, the computer spoil. I got to buy the 56k modem for my principal and stuff, took off from school and went down all the way to sim lim and buy. Then after tat yesterday help her to fixed the new computer til about 9 and came home to do the tutu til about 11 plus then sleep.
Well, first time use the sewing machine. hahah~ Or, i am scared but i think i would gain confidence slowly. Hopefully this year i would learn how to make clothes but i am not a very precise person. hahaha~ Going to continue with my tutu already heee~~~ Still not done yet but the effect for the gothic/lolita dress is very good. BUT I LOOK FAT. WTH

Romanced @9:36 PM

Okies would blog again. Sianz. hahaha~~ Hmm today left work early. haha Happy~ but then i got like got my project things to do which i forgot to do yesterday. O_O
yes i forgot to do. hahaha i think i am so dead. haha still converting the video or the lecturer cannot watch. hahah~ Anyway would be going to school late i think.hahhaha~ I wanna go sleep, so tired, still need to go school WTF. haix. haix.

GRRR, today is the day that the game come out but i am not sure whether when the shop would arrive with the goods. OMG~ haix. I cannot wait. How i hope is likes tml~ or sat then i can take. I beg that it is tml~~~ T_______T

Romanced @1:43 PM

FINALLY I GOT MY ASSIGNMENT DONE, PHEW~
When i wanna do it, i would do it. Serious like ya. I started only on monday night. I am going to start my next assignment early though. I just anyhow do already. heee. I think can la. Today so disappointed. I tot she would not come but in the end she came. Then i cannot go home early. T_T *She = teacher* Anways, she is like haix talk talk talk. Today i almost fall asleep, i just feel tired cos yesterday play game in the dark hahah~~ I just wanna play game lor. Cannot mehz~ heee
Anyway just left early today, just 10 mins and the train is super crowded already. hahah~ HAPPY!
Hmm anyways just happy for everything i have now.

Heard from my fren that her grandma just passed away. I am sad when i read her blog. I almost cried outloud cos i miss my grandma too. At first, i used to cried every night after she passed away. I cannot stand the fact that she is gone and the house feels empty.

Romanced @11:08 PM

Hmm today went to walk walk at the kentridge park. haha~ Is a very big park and is like more nature reserve. Very nice view near the sea. haha I took pictures and stuff would upload asap. Hopefully~ hahah I am tired~ Hmm~ Then came back, i am so tired after tat but did not perspire alot. Is a good walk but i woke up at 6 plus on a sunday morning O_O... Yes on a sunday morning. How i wish i can sleep longer. But i cannot... haix. Then after tat came back rest for a while then went for japanese class already. Hmm the teacher is very funny today cos she try tell us the meaning and then after add in her japanese words cos she dun know how to say~
Then after tat~ Went home and ate crab, my dad cook hahah~ Very nice and now at home. Practising my song. Romeo and Cinderlla~ Is a nice song~ I love it. Only at the first part only. Got 3 parts. -_______-

Romanced @10:36 PM

Today i heard the news MJ just passed away. R.I.P MJ.
He is the legend... I think is a sad thing that he passed away. It a shame to the entertainment industry.

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Today class was still okies, i think that i am dying from her class. I know is entertaining but i am just tired of her class. Today class was quite empty also. hahah cos is friday and no ones come to class and is quieter also. Serious. With some of the people around you just cannot do anything.
Hmm I am like hmm tired? hahah~ I cannot wait, HATSUNE Miku. Okies i know i am crazy over the game serious. Anyway today i met my old classmate at the MRT. haha so surprise to see them there. hahah~ Is like just a coincidence. hahah~
Hmm~ Wanna have a gathering soon ba. Hopefully we have one by this week. hahah~~ Cool to have gathering and i love to have gathering with my sec school mates.

The H1N1 cases like increasing and it is getting worst. I just suffer from common cold. Going to recover soon but still have abit of block nose. ahha~ Hmm Anyway hmm today just nothing special happen but i love my kids in the school. One of the kid touched me. She recongizes me as the teacher. She is sooo sweet. So cute. OMG.. heee O_O

Romanced @11:17 PM

I am sick again and the doc gave me 2 days mc. Went to school on monday to pass up my ass-ignment that i did and in the end found out that i forgot to do something for the reference page. WTF... GRR. Anyway i dun care ANYMORE. I dun know whether the lecturer would minus mark or not. I dun give a damm anymore. Pass can le. I am tired to care about anything le. I did not go for class on tue. The 1st lesson of child's play.
Is like hmm loads of drama happen la. I dun wanna care. Is like everyone is in bad mood trying to shoot each other down. I hate this class with this type of people. POLITICAL. I dun wanna be involve in it but i think i cannot run from it anyway. Is like wadever le la. I dun wanna care about them fighting over small stuff. I just dun understand why people just dun see each other eye to eye and they like to look down on people.
Cant people have a 2nd chance?? I dun understand why they look at people in different way. I mean we are all born human. Aren't we? Unless you say u are alien. hahahhah

Anyway i think that everyone is bad mouthing about everyone in the class even though they hate each other. HAHAH, wadever. I dun wanna be in their fight. Exclude me and you dun wanna provoke me.
I am a time bomb, i might or might not explode depends on the time that i am left with. I think i mght blow if you come and provoke me. Tick, tick, tick, tick KA-BOOOOMB.

I am just relief myself of some stress and entertaining myself. hahaha~~~

I CANNOT WAIT, HATSUNE MIKU I LOVE YOU~~~

Romanced @9:14 PM

I have nothing. I brought nothing. HAHAH~

I rush through my assignmen. Pass in the ass-ignment.

I am just bored by everything. I dun know why. I am slept at 3 and woke up at 12. Hmmm~ Ya. Then after tat went ikea with meru. Walk walk around and then after tat went home le. Cos mummy fell got to take care of her. I was so scared when she called me and she said that she fell. I tot she was joking but is not. T______T

Hmm i was slacking throughout saturday night. Was recording my song. I tot i would die.
I woke up on sunday morning and my throat super pain. T____T Real pain especially in the night. Drank cooling water and ate medicine. hahah~ Better now but still pain.
Today went for japanese class. I miss nicole-chan. Keep wondering how is she doing there. I also wanna live near her. Hmm~ Anyway today i AM LATE. OMG. So Pai seh. hahah but the teacher is quite okies.~ hahahahah

Anyway finished my assignment and i am relieved. hahah~ Another assignment is going to due in jul. T___T sianz sianz

Romanced @9:29 PM

I am bored in class today. There is nothing much to do anyways we are like slacking off. T____T
i got an assignment to do but i have not done it yet. Sooo slow~~ OMG OMG OMG~
Sianz 1/2, i am tired, sleepy...
Recently very lazy and stuff like tat never really practise my song also. LAZY~~~~ HOW??

hahahah~ slack around and i would have another module like on tue. T____T childre's play~~ hahahaha.
I dun know what we will do hopefully~ We play~ haha dun need to do work. I sianz 1/2 when i see the ass-ignment. hahah Got to write evalution report for the children. How?? I stuck though. hahahah~ anyway tml is friday. Hopefully i get it done tml~

Romanced @11:54 PM

Today's is my presentation day. I was so nervous la. hahahha~ but okies la, in the end. it was still okies. I tot i would die. But anyway, i am sooo tired today. I dun know why. Just super tired. Not blogging from my computer today using my um com for a while to blog. Super small. Different to type.

Romanced @11:30 PM

Hmm have not been out with roxanne for a long time. Today we went to street fest with meru and her. HAHA~~

Hmm, we had our lunch(mos burger) at the new mall opposite centrepoint. Super new and cool~~ hahahhaha, the mos is more classy there. hahah~ Hmm talk about random stuff and went to the scape there.
We sat there and listen to J rock band and looking at the cosplayer walking here and there. hahhaha~ Hmm loads of kaito and miku(my fav~~) there is also ren and rin. MY FAVE too~~ OMG I am a vocalnoids fanatic. hahaha~ Crazy over that.

Then we went to walk walk at cine then after tat to far east and back to cine again. hahah~~~~ Sat down and had drinks like 2 times. hahahha and slacking around. hahah I was like talking on the phone and roxanne say wanna go yaoi-con. I was like very loudly say, I wanna go yaoi-con and one of the table behind us was a japanese family.
The guy is like "What?" Then when we were walking off i turned around and he look at me like strangely. HAHAHAHAH~ Wadever. I admit, i read yaoi, so wad. I love yaoi. hahahh

I LOVE YAOI~~~~

Hmm~ Then after tat meru and i went to the mos burger again to eat cos i am hungry. hahahhahaha

Today i saw my classmate and her husband so tall, so handsome and so young. hahah~~ She got married so young. hahahah~~ Maybe not.
I told my mum she say, not young already cos 35 is like the risk period for pregenancy. But anyway i dun care cos i dun have any marriage plans yet. No bf. hahahah

Romanced @11:40 PM

I am soo tired of ass-ignment. Is like you know ass-ignment. Super sianz and tired of them already. T___________________T
GRR, how i wish i end this quickly. Hopefully get a stable and good pay job. hahahah~ My ass ah.
Hmm then after tat have a long holiday~~~
I wanna have new things. Craving for loads of things.
Figurines, games, game consoles, mp3, new computer. GRR Temptation. WTF. Why is it in mee.
I serious am broke and i have nothing left of me. How i wish i had loads of money and i can fly to all the countries.

I miss my classmate ivana, without her the class is like dead. She is one of the cheerful and wise one in the class. How i wish she is here but she is enjoying her honeymooon~ Sooo goood~!~~~~
I envy her and her husband. She must be loving. She is filled with fun. Most of the foreign students are more daring. Not like singaporean. How i wish i can speak my peiece of mind. Seriously. How i wish i was a daring person to just say it but i would always consider the feelings of others and also empathy them.

Romanced @7:11 PM

Very long never blog already. Hmm just recently not in the mood. Is like so busy on projects projects and more projects. I dun feel like talking to anyone or gg out today. It just so tiring. I dun understand why. It is no meaning in my life. Studying... Sianz. but i got no choice. Nvm la. Just live it and do it. What to do~ I am doing deep thought about this job. Am i fit to even be in this field? I am like questioning myself now. I am tired from everything here and there. I dun feel like doing my assignment and just living free to be myself. T______T

Romanced @8:46 PM

I am so tired... haix. Tml is my presentation and we are gg to perform a skit.
ドキドキするは！ちょっと緊張です～みんなさんの前に演技はする。
okies~ tired. hahahha~ Hmm i think i need to work harder, realy hard. Serious hard. hahahha
then after tat need to buck up. Hmm hahaha~~ How i wish i wanna sleeeeeepppP~~~~~
hahaha okies will rest earlier and then after tat tml another day... OMG, only wednesday. When would get paid??

Romanced @10:18 PM

I have been missing out from my social life. OMG. I think i am becoming a like hmm otaku. OMG. O_O
Okies i spend more hours on the computer than out with my friends. I spend more hours at home then outside most of the time. I think i am missing out my social life and getting further and further away from everyone.
I think eventually one day everyone would forget me. hahah~ Anyway it does not matter cause no one remembers me. hahahah~
Hmm i am abit tired about things. Yesterday went out with family to watch like movie and then we went home. I stayed home whole day trying to do assignment but FAIL. Keeping seeing my messages to wait for nicole-chan to reply me.
Hmm then after tat recorded my songs, horrible man. GRR. Looking out for new songs to sing and also slack around. hahahah~ I think i am being lazy la. hahahahhahahahahaha
How i wish i can finish this module asap. Cos i dun really like the teacher. SHH~
hahahah...
Hmm okies, let me see. I have not been blogging as i am lazy too. I have an assignment due on tue, presentation on wed. Kanji test on sunday. OMG. Busy week and weekends. O_O
T________T

Romanced @10:58 PM

I was looking at the post that i had made so far. This is the 306th post. I did not know that i can write soo long for this blog. I though that it would end very fast like my last blog. I did not even make an effort to blog when i had the last blog because i do not know wad to write about. hahah~
Anyway. I AM GUILTY NOW. I KILLED an cockroach. I am sooo guilty. I tried not to kill them most of the time and i would try to avoid killing them and chase them away. But this time to prevent the cockroach to run into my room. I killed it my accident like "BANG" and the cockroach is flat. Now i feel like I have just killed a life. I wanna cry now. I feel so GUILTY. People would think is silly but T_______T

Romanced @11:30 PM

These few days is sooo HOT. And in the nights is soo cold. Super tired and Hot.
Rest for wednesday and thurs but then friday there is classes. So tiring. The teacher is not bad for the new module but the work load seems alot. hahaha~ So tired..... Hmm i dun feel like doing anything. Seriously~ I just feel lazy sometimes and wanna run away from my school and not to study. The work load is too much. piling on and piling on like a moutain. OMG~

Romanced @11:03 PM

I never felt so stress up before. Today was the day that i was super stress out. I was like hearing what people say about the lecturer. "She only remember your name at the end of the module." You know i am heartbroken. Another thing is about my grade. We work so hard til like 1 plus yesterday and my grpmates work so hard for the project together and we get a B. I mean you must have seen the effort we put into our presentation. Really, serious. I dun understand why the people say they are unbias and then she marks like that on people. I thought it would be very fair.
I am sorry that my english is not that good.
I am sorry that my presentation skills is not that good.
I am sorry for everything.
I am even sorry that i have been born into the way.
I just feel that i would just sleep and never wake up.

Romanced @8:57 PM

How i wish i can be erased from this world. I am tired of everything. Grades... work... School... Stress... I just wanna be gone, anyway no one would notice anything about me when i am gone. People would not really take notice about anything. i am just a nobody. HAHA..
I just cant handle the stress that the work and the school give me. Is like i am living 2 sides of me and i am abit tired of pretending to be a person i am not. Some words can be spoken(to the teacher) about things that i have been so upset with.

I DUN WANNA LIVE ANYMORE.

Romanced @8:45 PM

I dun know it is me or not. I just feel like i am being hated by someone. T___T i dun know why but .... i just dun know why. T______T
there is this feeling.... that i have, i always feel that i am hated by people. Is it real? I am not sure but i think recently things around me have been drifting apart. My world have been drifting apart. i dun know why but just another world of mine. is it me?? T___T

Romanced @10:51 PM

Hmm, this is mine 301 post, it have been so long.
YAY~ hmm i came back from the family gathering bbq, super tired, i dun feel like doing anything. Tml i would have my first lesson of class for japanese. Dun know who would be the teacher. So excited hahahaha, dun know whether guy or guy. haha. haiz. how much i got for my test or anything. These fews months, i think i am super lazy and slacky. i dun feel like doing anything~ hahahaha~

Romanced @12:49 AM

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