Thursday, June 26, 2008

i am piss offf. dun ask me y. I will say later. I am SOOOOOOOOO DAMMMM PISS OFF. I HATE PPL TO SPOIL MY PLAN. AHHHHHH GRRRRRRRR. FEEL BETTER LE. I AM TIRED AND PISS OFF. I DUN KNOW WHY but i am piss off for the spoiling to my plans. Thanks ah mum. I got nothing to say. I am tired. I am tired of everything. MY LIFE is finished. I have no goals no anything. I am stuck here. FOREVER, I feel like dying, i dun think i can pass my 21st bday even. I dun know but i got this feeling that i am gg to die b4 i am EVEN 21. I am soooo tired of life la. I dun know y. haiz. They are other problems with my sister de senko and i am worried for her... I dun know wad the hell the senko wan @ all. Drive all her students crazy then she happy? I am not sure la. I am tired. haiz.
Then after tat piss off @ some stuff la. I dun know why but my mum always like to use this method to force us to do things la. I dun like it. She will like angry and say u go do lor. I dun wanna force ppl. She will say that la, then she make us feel like guilty then after tat we wun do it. I DAMM hate it, i hate myself for not being rebelious to her. I dun wanna get into a fight with her. I hate it, i rather go die then go fight with her. I HATE COLD WAR. I REALLI HATE IT, that's y everything i will cry alone in the night, when thinking of all this. I am tired of life. Today i say some of my grandma friend;s under the viod deck, then after tat i think of her again. Everytime i think of her i feel like crying. I dun know why. I am hurt inside. Even now i cant control my tears, i will just weep> I hate to admit when i cry. i will try to control my tears but even now i still cant. So i will cry when there is no one around. ppl can console me cos i will cry more. I will eventually stop. Like for a while. I am serious very tired of life and also tired of thinking.

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