today i went to work. CHIKUSHOU! Raining~ WTH. haiz then i forgot to bring my cambrigde drink. Worst part. haiz then after tat i have bee hoon. Then after tat we went to buy umbrella then after tat no rain le. WTH again. haiz. Then after tat we went to work le. I already decided to go see the doctor again. So half day leave. Cant take it. Very worst. Then after tat went off @ 2 plus. Then after tat went home and sleep. Tired. haiz. Then after tat went out to meet alvin and dawn. Went to eat and stuff like tat then after tat go to andrew's wake @ the singapore casket. We went there, met pz, bubbles, neo, benny, leslie they all and then after tat we went in. I was like abit sad. I promise myself to control not to like break down. Even though i am not tat close to him but it is sad to be at a classmate's wake. I am realli sad, i still cant accept the fact that my classmate is gone. I am like still can accept. I still cant believe it......
I saw his parents they are very calm. They did accept the fact that he is gone and .... I dun know wad to say. Then my mentor said like, "dun be so emotional, u see their father put up a brave front." After this my eyes abit teary, I cant take it... I feel the pain for them, i know is hard to say goodbye to their only son. I was in this state before. I tried not to cry even my grandma pass away, i tried to hold back but during her last day of her wake. I cant help it, i realli broke down. I cant take it, down thinking back i will still cry........

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