Saturday, January 10, 2009

Today went out with Rokusan-san and meru. Went to NP and see, walk and ciao.
Rokusan-san played with the helium la, super funny her voice after she inhale the helium. Super funny. hahah Then after tat we went to town and walk walk. haha, walk here and there and then after tat we went to meet my mum.

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WHY? WHY? I kept asking myself. I wanna buy boots but the boots cant fit in cos of my fat legs.
WHY? I was like there, stoned. Angry @ myself, my body. Super angry. I duno what to do. I wanna buy but i cant. Like clothes the same thing would happen.
SHOULD I GO AND DIE, I THINK I WANNA GO DIE.
LIVE FOR THIS WORLD FOR WAD???? GO DIE CAN LE, no need to think of wearing, eating, study, problems. SERIOUS, but another things that i am afraid of dying is making my family sad.
I KNOW THE PAIN OF LOSING SOMEONE AND I DUN WANNA THEM TO FEEL THIS WAY.
I HAVE TRIED TO CUT MYSELF BEFORE, I TRY TO NOT THINK OF THE PROBLEMS I HAVE BUT IT WOULD STILL COME BACK. FINDING WAYS TO SOLVE IT BUT SOME STILL REMAINS.
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I am just writing my feelings here only so nevermind me. I dun know wad to do. I am sad. Super sad. Wanna die tat time of sad. Anyways no one cares, haha. I dun tell anyone, no one reads my blog so ya.

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